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French Hill School House, acrylic 16" x 20"
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Blog 5
2008, was an exciting year in my art career that also brought many
disappointments. At the beginning of the year, I had less time to
paint due to my work schedule. At least, I still managed to go to the
bi-weekly life drawing sessions. I was disappointed that I was not
able to join my new painting friends regularly. I felt like an
outsider again, when I found out that the others were in the process
of opening a community gallery.
My parents and husband still considered
my art an unimportant hobby. They did not understand how necessary
painting was for me. I continued to have a hard time to convince them
that it was something I had to do.
When I was in a good mood, I was sure I
would convince my doubters. At other times, I was frustrated about
the lack of support and ready to pull away from my painting buddies
and bury my love for painting.
Right after I finished work at the
daycare at the beginning of March, my children and I flew to Germany.
I love spending March in Germany, where the climate is mild enough
that the spring flowers are already blooming. During the trip, my
mother and I visited the special exhibition “Impressionistinnen”,
female impressionists. The works were breathtaking. All the more, I
was so saddened to find out about Marie Bracquemond’s decision to
stop painting pressured by her husband. I comprehended her feelings
too well, and it left devastating.
At the beginning of April, I was
disappointed that the Visual Arts Centre had cancelled all its art
courses for restructuring. At the same time, our painting buddies
group hardly met anymore. One organizer had decided that she
preferred painting in her studio and was also looking for work, which
was very upsetting. I lost not only my painting friend but also my
walking buddy.
On the positive side, I became part of
the board of the community gallery. Decisions closer to the opening
revealed some discrepancies in the vision and resulted in some
resignments.
We were busy getting everything ready
for the big opening vernissage of Galerie de la Rive in Rockland on
May 25, 2008. It was a lot of work, but we were proud of our
accomplishments. The gallery in the Jardin Belle Rive retirement home
looked great. We had managed to invite some very talented artists to
participate. All the activities prevented us from painting.
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St Pascal Barn, acrylic, 20" x 16"
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It was only after the vernissage that I
finally went painting with my painting buddies again. We met at a
farm in St. Pascal, and I was not inspired at all. Once I felt the
fresh air and heard the sounds of nature, I was excited, even though
I had to fight with the wind blowing against my big canvas. When the
sun finally emerged, I had a hard time putting the paints onto my
canvas before they were dry. It was frustrating. I decided to bring
my oil paints for the next outing.
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Dreaming of Spring, acrylic, 15 3/4" x 15 3/4"
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Due to our upcoming exhibition
at the Galerie Old Chelsea, we painted mostly old buildings. While I
love old barns, I was not too crazy about the theme. Instead, after
finishing another dog portrait, I knew my real passion: creating pet
paintings.
Once the school holidays started, my
painting days hit a pause. We had a Spanish language student and one
of my friends with her two sons visiting us for July.
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Standing Proud, acrylic, 16" x 20"
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In August, we went for our very first
family vacation to a cottage. We had gone a couple of times to
Germany. There, we always had a tight visiting programme to see
friends and relatives instead of spending time as a family. This
time, we had a lot of fun while hiking and swimming. I even found
time to create my “Standing Proud” painting for the next Arteast
exhibition with the theme “Trees”. The jury rejected the artwork.
The high number of submissions had made it necessary to pick
paintings that showed more than one tree. I was devastated.
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Colours of Muskoka, acrylic, 16" x 20"
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While I was at the cottage, I also
created an abstract painting by chance. When I wanted to tint my next
canvas with my leftover paints, an abstract painting emerged that
excited me.
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Strutting, acrylic, 16" x 20"
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From August 7 to 28, 2008, we held our
painting buddies group exhibition “Heritage” at Galerie Old
Chelsea. It looked fantastic, but only one artist sold a painting. We
were all quite disappointed. At least, I was proud of one of my
fellow artist’s praise for “The White House” and “Strutting”.
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The White House, acrylic, 11" x 14"
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Even after our kids went back to
school, I hardly found time to paint. I worked on the board of our
gallery and as the new webmistress of the Ottawa Art Association. As
my husband had created the new website, it made sense that the
association asked me to upload the content and maintain the website.
It was a very time-intensive task. In November, I also went back to
work at the daycare for a month.
If you would like to know how I turned
things around in 2009, I invite you to follow my journey in two
weeks.